crazy busy

the bad stuff: to sum up: i hate facebook... and im too busy for myself.

i got a bit tipsy last month and decided to email max... i know... im an idiot... well he finally responded:

Erica September 16 at 1:37am

so... its been about a year, how are you? are we allowed to be friends now? lol hope things are well up in the cuse.

~Erica

Maximillian October 11 at 2:58pm

I'm not sure friends would work at this point. I should forgive you for your comments that night but I still can't seem to do that at this point.
I treated you so horribly over the years we were together that I don't think I deserve your friendship much less your acknowledgment of my existence.
I'm not saying this to hurt you, I just thought you should know.

-mbz

do you think i should bother responding? that gave me a full panic attack in front of Jason.... he calmed me down and we talked about it, he's so amazing.... Jason also fixed my computer that i literally threw across the room.

and today Brian (another asshole) tried to friend me on facebook... what else is gunna happen this week?

hmmm what else? oh i had to turn down a gig with VH1 yesterday cause im working (for less money). booooooo

and im trying to make myself free to go to the wool & sheep festival on sunday... but now im not sure. i didnt even get to attend the yarn crawl : (

but on the bright side:

the good stuff...

so life has been crazy lately... i am officially back together with Jason, and super happy about it. ive been working like a mad woman on Rocky Horror Picture Show as the stage manager & makeup Artist/ designer. and i am working as a barista at the barnes and noble cafe in manhasset, which gives me a consistent paycheck. and i may have just gotten another gig... via recommendation from a show i did 5 years ago, soon in da city (offbway). uber excited about all these things, and i finished the baby blanket for my cousin with a bit of help from alissa. : )

aaaand most importantly i got to chat with ari yesterday for the first time!sounds like hes havin a good time but super busy.

so i guess thats all for now... trying to get everything done and finish my red cable scarf so i can wear it as the weather is getting chilly. i miss you all. <3>